Keep on trying

I'm reaching for a flame...
Searching for the light at the end of the tunnel...
But once more all I see is the pitchblack darkness surrounding me...
I'm falling in this endless nightmare...

Can you tell me why I should hold on?
Can you give me a reason to be strong?

Deep inside you're just as numb and clueless as me...
And we both know that the past ain't going to fade...

Can you see why I made those mistakes?
Can you feel how with every breath we take our hearts break?

I'm sorry I didn't wanted to say it...
I still miss you...

But this is one mistake I'll have to bear...
Once more I'm aware of the fact that I went to far...
Have you noticed my fading star tonight?
I'll never be able to shine as bright as the others...
I'm just getting tired of this neverending fight...